A day to the orphanage home .
So at the very first , we have the wrong thoughts as we are going just for our moral studies 's 8 hours community service . We don't have a proper arrangement and felt really bad after it , but still we actually experience some FEELINGS from the kids ~
First of all meet up with the classmates which only 7 of us .
So when I first reach there's this lil girl , she's really friendly , she's not shy at all as I gently tap her head she leans on me . And yes the time I get to know her which named Bernice . She's the youngest there , which could be observe the elder one is kinda jealous of all and scolding her all the time . I do understand but still she really caught my attention .
We started with clay making and as time pass it was really a hard time for us . =( But as soon as the boys play along with the guitar , the kids seem to be much more interested and start playing and learning along with them . The kids there are really talented as in music .
We actually brought some toys and stuff for them , but eventually we just pack randomly , we don't know they wanted yoyo that much and they fought for it . We felt really bad as we just pack everything up and pass to the manager or some kind of that . =( We felt really bad and we plan to get them one as also to go and get their lunch pack done . Unfortunately we couldn't get any yoyo , we actually bought some toys after that but it's still with us perhaps will give it to them for the second visit . After getting their lunch and we girls went back to the place and I forget to mention that the boys were with them while we girls left the place to get the stuff . So after some time when we reached kids seem to be much more comfortable with us . =) Atleast I felt much more better and comfortable ... After having their lunch we had a movie session , Happy Feet 2 .
At this time , the kids were telling me that Bernice actually watched that movie before and her mom bought her for that . This is really something I curious about . And one of the kid told me she has a mother too . But I really don't understand why the parents could leave the kid in such place . Not to say what , the environment , it is okay but for me the kids there are really discipline in a kind of stressful statement . That's my personal opinion .
So and after I get the chance to talk the Bernice , I asked her do you have a mother ? And yes she said , then I asked where's she ? She is working ... DO she come frequently ? , and she said ya .. and I'm really curious why why why .. then sheyenne asked her , what bout ur dad .. a 6 years old girl telling us three , he don't want us already .. she was sitting down on my lap ~ The only thing i could do which only hug her tide .
Bernice is a really cute girl , from the time I tap her she really sticks to me a lot and I don't know why . Pulling me around and she even brings me to her bedroom . A 6 years old girl but she is really independent ! I'm sure she gonna be pamper so much if she is in a happy family .. I'm felt really sad for her ... =( And she actually has a brother too which elder than her by one year .
When I was about to leave , maybe she could sense it , she told me jie jie please don't leave and sure repeated for quite a few times . I wanted to stay a little longer but i have no choice at that time as I need to follow Sheyenne's car but she was in a rush . A little lie to a girl , but I promise I will be back .. she actually stands at the stairs and said bye bye to us and the others just only sitting there and enjoying the movie . That's why from the top till now I only mention bout this little girl . Not only for me , she really impressed us all,
I gained my experience there as so the boys too . Now we have the positive thinking to be there .. is not only bout the moral studies , which is all actually bout LOVE ! So peoples , do appreciate on what you have now !
